I Won’t, But I Will

I will not close my eyes
I will not blink
I will not sob
I will not cry

I will not open my mouth
I will not cough
I will not choke
I will not clear my throat
I will not speak
I will not shout
I will not scream

I will not move
I will not wince
I will not breathe
I will not sigh
I will not gasp

I will not be startled
I will not be shocked
I will not be stunned
I will not be there, perhaps

but I will be here
I will be the stunning ones
I will be the shocking ones
I will be the startling ones

I will make everyone gasps
I will make everyone sighs desperately
I will make everyone breathes again
I will make everyone wince
I will move everyone

I will make them scream in enthusiasm
I will make them shout for us
I will make them speak their words
I will make them clear their throats soon
I will choke them with competition
I will make them cough blood to struggle
I will open their mouth once and for all

I will make everyone cries
I will make everyone sobs
I will let everyone blinks and regret it
I will open their eyes

for everything that we’ve been through
for everything that we’re going through
for everything that we’ll going through

in this uncertainty,
whether we may meet again,
or we may not meet again
in these numbered days of togetherness,
when we can still choose
between unite or divide,
I will not shed my tears
because it’s not on the stone yet
and even if it’s on the stone in the end
I still will not shed my tears
because I know
that we’re all still one in mind and heart
because I know
that we will meet again
one day in the future

don’t cry, don’t die;
live long and prosperous.

PASSION

Hari ini wa bangun pagi, tapi tidur lagi karena ngeliat masih jam 5an.
Udah gitu, wa langsung siap-siap pas bangun lagi jam 6; and guess what? Kostum wa ilang!
Padahal seinget wa, kemaren malem wa udah nyiapin seragam sekolah ama black jeans buat wa pake hari ini!
Sekarang semuanya lenyap ditelan bumi!
Wedew

Wa cari ke kamar; ke kamar mandi; ke dapur; ke dalem kulkas; kamar ade wa; ke kamar kakak wa (eh, wa sekamar ama kakak wa, ya? ); ke kamar orang tua wa; ke kamar wa [lagi], tetep aja ngga ketemu-ketemu.
Argh!
Gimana, neh?

Tiba-tiba wa mendengar suara dari Surga yang mengusulkan untuk mencari ke dalem tas wa. Wa turuti, and………… KETEMU!!!!
Ternyata udah wa masukin ke tas wa!
(gaje abis, )

oke, biar ngga tambah gaje, setelah wa sarapan, wa cabut ke skul…. and langsung kita skip aja ampe kita tampil!!

Pas kita tampil, wa nyesel banget.
Bukan karena dramanya ancur, tapi karena wa yang ancur!
Gimana ngga?
Oke, wa ceritain, deh

Drama kita dimulai dengan adanya empat orang cewe jongkok [dengan tangan diborgol] di tengah lapangan, ditemani oleh dua orang cowo [yang memakai kostum petinggi Kempetai (gakuran+black trousers+PDH)] yang terus memasang pose narsis yang berganti-ganti sesuai ritme BGM, serta seorang cewe yang berdiri di antara 2 cowo tadi sambil memegang sebuah bendera yang terlipat.

Begitu CD di-play, pada hitungan musik kelima, 2 cowo itu akan berjalan mendekati cewe pembawa bendera itu, dan berputar sambil menarik bendera itu. Lalu saat MC memberi aba-aba tidak terlihat, 2 cowo itu akan membuka bendera tersebut.

as you can guess, I am one of the two boys who were supposed to open the flag. But I set the flag incorrectly, thus when we open the flag, the flag was reversed. To make it worse, I threw the flag to my partner (hoping he would catch it), and the flag just fell to the field.

such a block head i am

Setelah itu drama berjalan dengan mulus (untungnya ) and entah kenapa drama yang berdurasi 23:40 detik itu terasa sangat cepat (mungkin karena pada sibuk and merhatiin ceritanya banget)

Akhirnya PASSION selesai, and wa langsung tepar di bawah AC di kelas. Di kelas, si Miya minjemin wa “the Magician” (lanjutannya “the Alchemyst” {novel 501 halaman karangan Michael Scott yang habis kurang dari 1 hari})

Kita pada nungguin ampe akhir acara, di mana hasil akan diumumkan, and here is the result of the prize won by each X class!

X-1 = Best Proposal
X-2 = Best Actress(es)
X-3 = Best Class (1st position)
X-4 = Pride
X-5 = Best Plot
X-6 = Runner Up (2nd position)
X-7 = Best Actor(s)
X-8 = Third Winner (3rd position)

Yay!
Akhirnya SEDUCTION menang lomba kelas juga!
Our last achievement!
Akhirnya kita memenangkan satu penghargaan kelas!
Bukan lagi perorangan, tapi satu kelas!

Sekalipun kita sempet ga akur, sempet marah, sempet kesel, sempet stress, sempet cape, tapi akhirnya terbayar sudah semuanya di penghargaan 3rd Position PASIR 2009!

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Hari ini wa dapet Quote dari temen wa, yaitu:

Jangan Berkoar Sebelum Menang

and respon yang wa dapet adalah:

Oleh karena itulah, kita harus menang, sehingga kita bisa berkoar!

No pun intended