Aurumina – How Could I Meet You Here?

Now that this is really uncommon
that I finally meet something here so common
that my mind can now the right word to describe
the abomination loved by the scribes

Incest
incest
or perhaps it’s imaginary
because there are these cases that’s extraordinary

Believe me, I’m good in faith and prayed everyday
yet now in this very day, when the lines were blurry
I realized how faith is fanthomable
because when I see you here, I can see myself so terrible

You’re not my real sister
because you came from a different father and mother
and I’ve never made myself a blood bond
thus I believe that somehow I can work on this bond

I only acknowledged you as one
because I need to save myself from that day
I don’t even know why I have to save myself that day
I just know that if I don’t, then I’ll always be the one
who cowers from the lights of the day
whenever I recognized each one
of the remainders of those dark days

yet now, when I know that I still cower from the things I’m facing
perhaps I just collapsed when I see you and him facing
the parallel paths that keep twisting and twisting
and eventually collides when it occured, the icing

jealousy is what comes within me
or perhaps another sanctuary is the one I’m seeking
o, how dark and malicious will I be
if I ever used you for my own benefits

for those eyes shall never betray its kin
and those smiles and giggles will never had me hurt
also the mind that shows only innocence
is the proof that I’m blind for your darkness

whenever the darkness crept you never gloomed
yet even like a flower you bloomed
you shine with those optimisim and inspiration
that really caught me and my breath into submission

I don’t know how you did it
but the way you danced like a ghost before me
is just the same as the way the black lightning did times ago
but you’re different, little girl
because unlike her, you’re naive
a trait I believe I also shared

but I know it’s unwise to conclude this based on what I’ve seen this far
because I know that somehow there’s always something further
beyond this point
will I make it there,
I believe I haven’t made any point
because I don’t know whether you’re with me or not,
even though you’ve come this far

future is something I should grasp
and the gilded idol is what I desired
will I finally grasp the thing I longed for life?
or should I stay when I’ve found a chance?

Tribut untuk XQS

Kita dulu

Ku takkan bandingkan ketika waktu t’lah berjalan
karena pada mesin waktu ku tak percaya
namun ku hanya ingin nyatakan rasa
dan pikiranku yang t’lah tertimbun lama
sebelum kita terpisah ‘tau berpisah
selama

Tahukah dan sadarkah kita
bahwa merenggang kita pasti lakukan
mungkin ini sesuatu yang wajar bagi beberapa
dan bisa diterima oleh yang lainnya
namun sesungguhnya bila itu tak datang dari keadaan
namun dari bilik hati manusia
akankah kita anggap wajar dan terima
cita ‘tuk terpisah?

Maafkan karena ku t’lah
hapuskan ingatan tentang kita
ketika mimpi-mimpi menari di udara
ku hanya tangkap secercah cahaya gaun mereka
sementara ku abaikan yang lainnya
karena ku tahu ku ingin tiada

Memang tiada dampak dapat terlihat dari sana
karena ku tahu ku terbiasa jauh dan hilang
namun setidaknya untuk satu kali saja
biarlah hati ini ungkapkan rasa
karena tiada cinta manusia yang bertahan selama
dan tiada tali manusia yang mengikat selama
juga tiada kata manusia yang terucap selama
namun kiranya sebelum maut datang menjemput kita
biarlah kata itu bisa terutara
dan tali itu sekali lagi muncul dan ada
hingga cinta kita sekali lagi terjaga

Mungkin ku manusia termunafik yang pernah ada
tapi ku tahu bahwa itu semua beralasan
olehnya sebelum kita melebur diterpa angin masa
kiranya ingin kuingatkan akan ingatan yang telah kulupa
bahwa kita masih satu kesatuan
atau masihkah?

Kita sekarang

Aurumina – Reaching Out to the Light

It doesn’t start with once upon a time
because it started with every time I’ve spent
between each insults and blame
that succumbed me within this rock to repent
the rock where my heart can always find sanctuary
from the devils preying to toy me around
and finally stole some from its delicacy
thus I can feel what it’s like to have that wound

My rock had never failed me
instead it always nurtured me
whenever I’m struck, whenever I’m hurt
its arches curved around me
its walls stood up to confine me
and protected me from any possible assault
for that’s the only way for my rock to be with me
and for me to be comfortable within it

Yet as a drop of sunlight finally seeped through the cracks
and dazzled my eyes which it pierced
I know that I still have a life out there
although` it was stormy and dark
but there’s still a point of brief where I can see the sunlight
and feel its warmth on my skin, glittering its way to be underneath

In the morning I may recall
this kind of warmth brought by the drop
my rock, shall I leave you for everything you’ve done?
and if I shall, then how shall I get out of your complicated maze?
I’ve dug myself into you deep enough
that I only remembered flashes of my dreams
until this drop felt unto me and bewildered my will to see the surface
to once again embrace and reach out to the light.

Grey Hound Barks

I want to stand on my own;
to feel my feet on the ground;
and venture to the places unknown.

So I might know what was beyond
the universe I’ve been living on;
that perhaps somehow I might won
the greatest prize for my own.

I’ve felt chill stinging my bone,
and had skin once covered in wounds;
but believe me that it’s nothing to do with this bond;
the bond that is to be decimated to none.

As I promised upon the great dome;
and set it upon the stone;
o, God knows why I’m well-known;
a selfish poet whose words were songs.

And as a wicked soul set to be trampled upon;
I believe my words were just barks of the grey hounds;
so let this crybaby cry out once more;
thus I could forget my breaths until the sun goes down.

Love and Chewing Gum

Love is mysterious
as many scholars, alchemists,
wizards, philosophers, had tried
to interpret the meaning of
the substantial thing of life;
nevertheless, the meaning of love
depends on the onse who felt it, alright

As for me,
love is a sad story
like a chewing gum
which was dumped to the trash can
after the temporary pleasure
in the mask of my beloved

Love and Report Card

VERSE 1

One day
Is a great day
My day
As I’ve been waiting for today
for this is not only my day
but also my lover’s day

Be grateful and sang along
A joyful hymn for all day long
For my report card has been written
And my works have been fairly payed off

Lest ever my smile withers by time I see you
Lest ever my smile withers by time I read you
For my smile will only blooms for you
For my smile will only blooms by reading you

None was perfect
But by your dark figures in multitude,
I could already smell perfection
That by your values I would be made even whole
That by your love I would became even greater

Points and values, all written in numbers
But know that my love is not in numbers
For my love won’t be eternal in numbers
But it would be greater than numbers

Spell “ten” in a second
Spell “perfection” in two
But I believe I couldn’t spell “love” in three
Because my love is forever
Written within your heart
Unlike this paper that will fade away
My love shall be with you ’til the end of day

___

VERSE 2

It’s burning
All burning in red
By your fire so does my love
Burning in the hottest flame

It’s fierce, how you smote me
It’s hard, that you slapped me
For wild, is your love for me
And destructive is my lust on you

Recalling those memories with you
Has reburn my spirit with your love
Though I know what’s past is past
And I should have be ready to move forward

Yet again, as my day had come
and by this accursed report card
which you have read upon
I believe you might know that I am indeed
Not the philosophical type
Nor the intellectual type
But am indeed the practical type
Simple and efficient, I am

I don’t write poems
nor read one of them
You are the proof of my actions
Where I could always lend you a hand when you need one
And for all that,
Am I not enough?
Despair, you have brought upon me
Dumped me, and you are aware of what you did
It’s fine if my achievements failed me
But don’t you think it’d ever bring me any good
when your words failed me?

Utter destruction has indeed followed me
Now that in my footsteps, are fiery scents
And soonafter you dumped me
Another flame burned me inside out
Therefore don’t mind me trembling here
And don’t bother to look at me in the eye
For before you I have stood
And before you I have been dumped
Yet before you I might be standing
That one day
before you I will be redeemed

Love and Batik

Spots, spots, spots,
and dots, dots, and dots,
upon my clothes, that we all see
as a mark of beauty, of art, and of decree

But marks, marks, and marks,
with numbs, numbs and numbs,
upon my soul, the very thing unseen
as a trademark of sin, slavery, and bad deds

Compared to the me outward,
evil is me inward,
while the beauty walks the courtyard
within the dungeon the beast stalks

For my life is not more for love
for the art was too much for one to boast
therefore as my heart’s door closes
I believe that I’m not yet ready for your love

Monochrome Resolution

Well, udah lama wa ngga nge-post lagi, nih. Hmmm, mungkin udah berapa bulan nih blog wa neglect (well, wa juga ngga blog walking, sih, jadinya ngga tau what’s going on with the people around ) *slapped*).

And karena sebentar lagi akan berganti tahun, maka sudah jelas wa di sini untuk merayakan tahun baru *slapped* nge-post tentang resolusi setahun ke belakang ini, yaitu tahun 2009.

So, yang kuat buat baca resolusi yang… yea, wa sendiri ngga tau nih resolusi bakalan kayak gimana =)) *slapped for real* … yea, pokoknya baca aja dah ) kalo minat =)) *kabur*

OKE, TAHUN 2009, TUH…

First of all, yang wa inget tentang tahun 2009 ini adalah, wa mulai visible lagi. Maksud? Yea, jadinya wa mulai terlihat lagi, kasat mata, gitu *stomped* oke, maksudnya wa mulai membuka diri. Ngga tau kenapa, kayaknya semester 1, tahun 2008, wa, tuh, invisible, ansos, *yea, masukkan kategori serupa lainnya di sini*
Well, wa ngomong kayak gini bukannya tanpa bukti, tapi waktu itu wa inget banget si E ngobrol bentar – singkat banget, cuma pertukaran 2 baris, kalo di naskah drama – and ujungnya si E ngomong: “Wah, ini pertama kalinya wa ngomong ama Male,” or something like that. Pokoknya intinya itu, and waktu itu wa sadar:

Oh, iya, ya… kayaknya wa baru pertama kali juga ngomong ke si E… padahal kita classmate! XD *slapped*

Yup, so, tahun 2009 adalah tahun di mana wa membuka diri, bahkan ada beberapa orang yang bisa dijadikan saksi kalo pas semester 1, tuh, wa serem, gloomy, yea, or things like that )
emang ngga salah, sih )
And ini ngebawa kita ke event ter-so sweet buat SEDUCTION (in my PoV), yaitu PASIR (PentAs Seni akhIr semesteR <– yea, tau, lah, kalo SMANSA suka MAKSA <– bahkan bunyinya [SMANSA ama MAKSA] pun mirip! *whacked*). Bukan karena skenarionya yang emang so sweet, tapi juga bagaimana kita, anggota SEDUCTION ini bisa bahu membahu, pundak memundak, mengerjakan proyek PASIR yang kayaknya telad banget dikerjain, borosnya bukan di properti, tapi di dubbing XD *slapped*, etc. Oke, wa ngga lupa kalo kita pernah ampe terpecah menjadi 3 kubu pas PASIR (Kubu X, Kubu Y, dan Kubu Z *slapped*), tapi semuanya terbayar, kan? Kita dapet juara 3 buat PASIR, setelah dibandingin sama kelas-kelas laen yang kelihatannya lebih keren properti, scene, latar, koreografi, and lagu-lagunya. Wa ngga lupa tentang puisi wa (dual poem kalo ngga salah dengan hidden meaning yang kental [ada yang tahu hidden meaningnya?]) pas katanya SEDUCTION mau dipisah. Wa ngga lupa bagaimana ada aliansi unofficial untuk menyatakan petisi ke sekolah buat menentang mosi re-shuffle kelas. Semuanya coming back begitu wa ngetik resolusi ini (bukan berarti wa lupa pas wa ngga ngetik resolusi, ya! XD cuma ngga ada waktu buat nginget <– sok sibuk *whacked), and meskipun wa ngga lebay and bombay, dan juga ngga merasakan ada kehangatan tersendiri di dada wa, tapi wa ngerti, kok, bagaimana ini adalah tahun yang berarti Buktinya wa sudah merasakan beberapa teman di antara kalian (SEDUCTION); pernah ada yang putus hubungan sebagai teman, sih, tapi udah balik lagi sekarang ; ada juga temen-temen baru dari berbagai kelas (di luar SEDUCTION); mungkin semua orang-orang tersebut juga ngebaca tulisan ini sekarang, so I just wanna say: it’s nice to have you, guys.
So, jadi ganti nama ngga?

NONTON? WHY NOT!

Oke, wa sebenernya lupa kapan wa mulai addicted to go to the cinema (jangan tanya ngapain!), so wa masukin aja ke sini *stomped* Jadi pokoknya jelas tahun 2009 ini adalah tahun di mana wa paling sering nonton. Bahkan, FYI, pas mau tahun baru (Desember 2008), wa udah nge-list film-film yang release tahun 2009 sepanjang tahun yang bakalan wa tonton (credits to: wikipedia :thumbsup: :cling:). Beberapa berhasil wa tonton (woohoo!), beberapa ngga jadi ditonton (yea, udah keburu males, sih *kicked*), beberapa ngga sempet nonton (crap!), beberapa ngga bisa ditonton (T_T) – jangan tanya list-nya isinya apa aja (udah dihapus)!
Well, kayaknya norak banget, ya? And yang lebih noraknya lagi, wa udah ngebikin list film yang release tahun 2010 yang mau wa tonton~! XD *kicked* bukan itu, it’s fine for me to have a must-watch/watching list, but what I really mean is: wa akhirnya bisa nyobain studio 3D itu kayak gimana! XD *kicked for real* Yup, tanggal 21 Desember 2009, wa nonton film 3D pertama wa, Avatar – yang keren abis! Honestly, wa cukup ngerasa 3D studio’s just a waste of money, so I don’t feel like going there anymore *beheaded*

WE ARE GOLDEN XQS!

Yup, buat anak-anak XQS, pasti udah pada tahu yang ini tentang apa. Yup, wa masih inget kalo gara-gara XQS, banyak hal terjadi dalam hidup wa. Contohnya: Wa akhirnya bikin WP cuma buat post tentang EUFOR and karena tahu si Digun punya WP juga *slapped* oke, bukan itu, tapi bagaimana kita bisa solid, and hang out together, and many more (makin lama makin gaje? *stomped*)… well, yang mau wa sampaikan adalah:

… yeah, I remember our first debate; EUPHORIA at DwiWarna. I remember the Ayub incident *slapped*. I remember the dinner in Pizza Hut; about our promise to dine again as a winner. I remember about how we were so GD impressed with the Cisauk guys (yow, you, guys! Are you reading this? *whacked*); yeah, the three of them. Then I remember about our second debate, which is either ENTHUSIASTIC at SMANSA, or ALSA 13th E-Comp at UI – I forget (tho’ I think ENTHU comes first). I remember our first INTERNAL trophy (however, it’s still a trophy, rite?! XD). I remember about ENTHU’s frigging final round (no hard feelings, guys =)) =)) =)) *whacked*). I remember about our grudge with RP; to compete against them again (or was it my grudge? XD *stabbed*). I remember about the deathly sentence when we’re against the ISDC’s besties too (sorry, Ica)!! XD I remember how I didn’t respond when I know that the guys I was facing were 3 of 9 ISDC best speakers. Yea, I remember how fool I was back then XD I remember the dancing POI against SMAN 81 Jakarta. I remember that our scores in ALSA E-Comp were just tight. I remember how we hanged out and watched movies and had dinner or lunches when good movies’re around ) I remember that I’m always in a same team with Ica ) I remember our last competition this year; IAAS 2nd OLYMPIC at IPB. I remember how finally Hafizh, Tita, and Ola, beat the Cisauk trio for the first time (thought luck, guys ). I remember meeting the debaters from Petra Surabaya, yea, Armando was the only name that stuck, so sorry for the other two XD *whacked* I remember how fierce the grand final round was. I remember the debating styles that I’ve faced before. I remember our first EXTERNAL trophies. I remember our first 3 million $_$ *slapped* I remember our jacket designs (whose fate is still unclear *stomped*). I remember the LOs that had escorted us in those competitions. I remember that Hafizh, Tita, and Digun, went to Bandung as Bogor’s ISDC contestants. I remember about a certain teacher that I hate to say his name here.

I remember about Adiguna Bahari
I remember about Aimanur Muharam Tohir
I remember about Annisa Lalitya Mumtaza
I remember about Ayip Fahmi Faturochman
I remember about Budiasti Wulansari
I remember about Hafizh Adi Prasetya
I remember about Tanita Dhiyaan R.

I remember about all of you, guys. Those who I recently had realized got a special place in my heart, esp for some of you *whacked* =))

Err, tadi cuma list “I remember” doang, ya? ) *kicked*

LET THERE BE LIGHT… AND SMOKES XD

Next ones, are: you, eASY term 2009/2010 members, representatives, committees, main committees, and chairman!
Yup, tahun ini – tepatnya setengah tahun ke belakang ini – kalian juga mengisi tempat-tempat kosong di dalam hati wa. Sebagai satu angkatan, kalian kuat, terutama buat angkatan Benteng Batu yang baru join, kalian udah nunjukin hard work kalian, devotion kalian, so, wa minta maaf kalo wa datengnya telat mulu, acuh ngga acuh, ribet sendiri, jutek, indifferent (eh, sama aja, ya? XD), leled, suka marah-marah, etc, etc, etc *masukkan komentar kalian sendiri*. Apalagi pas LMT yang rasanya masih bergaung di dalam rongga benak wa sekarang, pas wa ngetik resolusi ini ) (yea, I still remember about how acted – though I couldn’t remember what I said XD)
Hal ini juga terutama buat kalian, adek-adek dan temen-temen yang sudah menjalani masa-masa PM bareng-bareng (dengan pengecualian beberapa orang *whacked*). Meskipun sekarang wa udah lupa siapa aja yang pernah jadi PM *stabbed* tapi ngeliat bagaimana kalian, yang mungkin belom tahu eASY itu kayak gimana ancurnya tapi udah berusaha hidup-hidupan buat staying alive eASY.
Thank you, guys, thank you. Mau make Bahasa Jerman? Boleh, boleh. Danke schon, danke ) Japanese? Domo, arigatou (Ami, bener ngga? ) *kicked*). Jujur aja, wa sekarang bisa tenang kalo taon depan eASY dilanjutin sama kalian (ea, emangnya udah mua lengser lagi? <– ketauan pengen cepet-cepet LMT lagi~ XD *pierced*). Just keep up your work, keep up your spirit (lha? jadi kayak Cathy? *slashed*), and keep do your best for eASY
Semoga semua proker kita bisa berjalan lancar dengan LMT yang makan hampir 1 semester *whacked* serta rumor yang mengatakan kalau semester dua nanti hari Sabtu kita sekolah lagi –a

7 FACES…

Bukan, wa bukannya operasi plastik 7 kali tahun ini, tapi ini tentang role-play.
Yup, so, pertama-tama wa mau mengucapkan terima kasih kepada a certain someone (namanya Bila) yang telah memperkenalkan wa pada dunia RP dengan serius. Sebenernya wa dari dulu udah pernah denger tentang RP, cuma waktu itu wa ngga dwell in seriously. Pernah sekali, di IAF (IndoAkatsuki Forum), and I enjoyed it, cuma ngga seribet pas wa akhirnya ngejeblosin diri ke IH (Indonesian Hogwarts) and ampe ngerencanain ngebikin 4 plot yang berbeda dengan membuat 7 OCs XD (yang akhirnya dimatiin semua, kecuali Trio Corvus XD *slapped*). Dari IH wa jadi lebih menghargai EYD, and lebih tertarik untuk mendalaminya dan dunia sastra dengan lebih serius. Wa juga bisa mengembangkan imajinasi wa.
And yang lebih mantebnya lagi, dari IH wa juga menemukan BOHQ (Black Order Headquarter) – mana waktu itu lagi addicted ama DGM, lagi, just perfect timing! XD So pasti wa langsung daftar, and akhirnya sekarang malah punya banyak OC di sana ) mulai dari Supervisor, General, Exorcist, Finder. Di sini (BOHQ), I believe I have a good time, and wa ikutan diangkat jadi SE (bukan Sarjana Ekonomi, tapi Staff Evaluasi! XD) yang cukup wa nikmati kerjaannya
Tapi, ternyata hikayat RP wa belum berhenti sampai di situ! Dari blog Herbology (entah punya siapa wa udah lupa), wa dapet link ke PW (Potter’s World) di mana wa daftar dengan sembrono sebagai Viktor Oldman XD *slapped* yang sekarang jadi inaktif karena wa masih grogi RP make Bahasa Inggris XD *stomped* Dan layaknya anak kecil belom kapok, wa sekarang berkeinginan untuk menjamah BTM (bukan Bogor Trade Mall, tapi Behind the Magic! XD), yang karakternya bakalan wa lanjutin ke Ardineu University of Magic; selain itu, wa juga udah punya chara di DW (Darkwall) yang registration post-nya tinggal di-post di forum yang bener-bener keren itu (sayang make Bahasa Inggris <– lom pede tea, ceritana, pan~ *stomped* ) ).
Sementara itu, tentunya wa masih akan sering nongol di BOHQ

Backstreet Boys! )

Hampir klimaks!
Well, untuk poin ini, cukup dengerin aja lagu-lagunya BSB – yang lagi wa suka sekarang – and kalian bakalan tahu apa isi poin ini *sok misterius* *slashed*

Reborn from the glass dusts

Oke, buat poin ini, kayaknya yang ngerti (ato at least, tahu dengan bener) itu cuma si Ica doang, ya? )
Well, gini, nih, dari tanggal 23-28 desember 2009, wa cabut ke Bandung. Ngapain? Yea, emang bener, sih, wa jalan-jalan ke Riau (Jalan Riau maksudnya, yang ada Oasis, etc itu) and ke Ciwalk. Phew, cuma dibekelin duit yang ngga begitu banyak (baca: 40 rb), sih, jadinya of course (wew, ngga efisien –a) wa ngga beli apa-apa di Riau. Well, after all, tujuan wa ngambil pilihan City Tour 1 ini soalnya wa mau mini gath ama salah satu staff di BOHQ and nyari topi Al Capone di Ciwalk (sekalian nyolong wi-fi McD ntar *evil grin* *slapped*) …
OKE, OKE, STOP!
Poin ini bukan buat ngomongin semua “rekreasi” ini, tapi bahwa wa merasa revived di Sidang Perbauran Remaja Regional 2, 3, 4, 5, (Jabar, Jakarta, Jateng, Kalimantan, and Sulawesi). And di sini, banyak orang yang menarik, and guess what? Banyak orang yang ternyata mirip ama orang-orang di kehidupan sehari-hari wa!
Misalnya, ada seorang Ka Hartono dari Jakarta (H1) yang gaya bicaranya mirip Pa Set (kemayu-kemayu gitu – well, gara-gara wa udah ketemu ama dia beberapa tahun yang lalu pas wa masih di SMP; Terus ada Yudi dari Jakarta juga (H16) yang mirip ama Murai; Terus ada juga yang mirip ama botis (baca: Riefan)! Yea, tersebutlah seorang Stephen dari Bekasi XD sayangnya dia (Stephen) ngga se-botis Riefan, malahan, tuh, orang jenius abis. Bisa ngafalin lebih kurang 101 ayat [Alkitab], cuy! Lanjut lagi, ada Indra dari Cimahi yang mirip banget ama A Aufa! Yoi, anak OSIS WINDMILL pasti tahu, kan? ) Terus, yang fans-nya BBF (Boys Before Flowers), ada juga yang mirip ama Kim Bum di sini, namanya Nicko Fernandez dari Jakarta (H16) XD Gokil, kan?
Oke, selesai ama look-alike cowo, sekarang yang cewe. Ada seorang cewe yang gaya rambutnya mirip Dwiarti Larasputri (wa ngga sempet nanya namanya) and ada juga yang mirip Salsabila Panji Arum (2-2-nya junior wa di SMANSA), terus ada juga yang mirip ama Tera Wednes Oktireva Harsa (yoi, Chairperson eASY ke-8) namanya Eden dari Makassar; Belom beres, ada juga Felicia dari Jakarta (H3) yang kayaknya merupakan pergabungan Erwina Salsabila (debater dari Cisauk) and Wanda (dari SMANSA) – komen buat dia, yea, of course, udah pinter (seorang penghafal ayat juga) cantik lagi. Manteb, dah XD (Well, di sini wa ngomong blak-blakan aja, oke?); Tapi itu semua baru di luar, wa ngga tau dalemnya, yang pasti ada seorang cewe yang kepribadiannya sama menyenangkannya seperti si Darisa Syahrini. Oke, ngga usah wa ceritain lagi buat junior wa yang satu ini, pokoknya, banyak hal menarik terjadi pas wa ada di Bandung. Meskipun jadwalnya super ketat and suara wa abis di hari pertama and ngga balik-balik (tapi malah makin parah) soalnya tiap hari teriak-teriak mulu, juga tidurnya kayaknya di barak dengan kasur gelar yang tipis and dingin (gokil, itu AC lebih dari 7 kayaknya ON semua semaleman!), tapi wa tetep dapet sesuatu yang sangat berarti di sana, yaitu wa makin cinta Tuhan and wa dibangkitkan lagi kondisi spiritual and fisiknya ) emang, dah, sidang-sidang kayak gitu manteb abis.
Well, ada juga yang ngga menyenangkan, sih, sekedar pemberitahuan, wa, tuh, adalah orang yang kurang suka ama pesulap, and cenderung merasa terancam kalo ada pesulap di deket wa. Nah, di kamar wa, ada semacam street magician gitu ) and, yea, malem-malem wa tidur rada ngga tenang (meskipun akhirnya jatuh terlelap juga) gara-gara takut dihipnotis XD XD Oke, ini rada garing (sorry peringatannya telad *hanged*).

Monochrome Labyrinth Ever After

Climax!!!
Oke, let’s skip this part *hanged*
Really, it’s not the part I could/would like to say in public~ XD
Perhaps, here I’ll say that it’s nice to have a fox around…
But I definitely can’t get away from my previous one;
Who had maddened me in such a way that I could never forget;
Yeah, I used to name her, Black and White
or should I call her…
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Demikianlah resolusi tahun 2009 wa! Gimana? Ada komentar? Kalo ada langsung post aja!

Sekedar kata-kata penutup, pertama-tama, don’t freak out. I know my limits now, okay? Terus dengan klimaks itu sekarang semuanya udah ngerti, kan, kenapa judulnya “Monochrome Resolution”? Thanks for reading, and sekedar puisi super pendek penutup dari wa:

A year will pass
and the clock hands will move,
as the days will fold itself forward,
let us hope not for a brighter year ahead
but for a better living us
in this happy new year of twenty ten

Demands

I demanded strength to the Lord
so I might prevail in my work
He weakened me instead
so I might be humble and obedient

I demanded for health
so I might do bigger things
He gave defects instead
so I might do better things

I demanded for wealth
so I might be happier
He turned me poor instead
so I might be wiser

I demanded power
to make me a man whom people bow before
He gave me flaws
to make me a man in need for the Lord

I demanded everything
so this life could I enjoy
He gave me life
so everything could I enjoy

I gained nothing I demanded
but I received everything I needed
Against my will,
my unanswered prayers had been answered

Among everyone else, I’m blessed so abundant

Call to Repent

Don’t you heard
the cry of a sad song;
the symphony of screams
that ruptures the very soul
of the forest imps,
when mankind steps on their
beloved, tranquil sanctuary,
and unleashed the scorching chain
of greed and lust of wealth
that bound the mother earth
into times of sorrow?

Why?
Did the smokes from the neighboring factories
has deafened your ears?
Did the sheets of paper before your eyes
has silenced even your very conscience?
Have you decided to let sinful hands
scarred the lands, tainted the oceans,
darkened the air we breathe everyday?
Have you been lamed by the force of
this “so-called modern age”?
Can’t you even smell the blood taints
in the river flowing through our cities?

Know that every patience but God’s has its end;
so I called you to repent
before our mother nature herself avenge
her kin by every drops of your blood.