Aurumina – Prologue

I embark on this shore long long ago
to search for the mystery of emotion
to understand where this world ends
to look for the islands uncharted
to get myself the harbor of my soul

That’s why I never set my eyes back
because all left for me is corruption
and sin altogether with the darkness of my past
the hidden evil within me
the pain of neverending journey

I’ve walked the earth
and I’m sick of it
now I tried to sail the seas
carrying uncertainty in my heart

In this neverending voyage
I never look behind
to the storms that had passed
to the crushing waves that rammed my boat
my only undelicate vessel
where i could stay safe in the lonely nights
where I could hold on in the rampaging storms
where I could keep my hope
this last hope
to find the one I’m looking for

Now I’ve charted the island I’m looking for
the very harbor of my soul
and I forgot about the question
about the end of this world
I forgot them all
because there’s a treasure island just in front of me
an island full of everything I’ve dreamed for
an island that I could be fulfilled
that maybe I could be satisfied

Among those treasures, those dreams,
I have something in my heart
that I treasure the most
I may sail for many dreams

to answer the universe’s multitude of questions
but I know that I’m all limited
that I could not bear all of them
so I chose the closest one in my eyes
yet the farest one from my heart
that’s the gilded idol in the belly of a volcano
deep in the island’s forest

For that gilded idol
I will swim among the sharks
I will set myself across the rocks ahead
I will taste the delicate sands once more
I will break my way through the jungle
I will climb the highest cliffs
I will dive to the volcano
I will breathe the volcanic dust
I will jump and venture to the belly of the volcano
where i can gain for myself
the gilded idol
the greatest trophy of mankind
and of me

Black and White – Revelation

I realized now
that I couldn’t lie to myself
because when I wrote things for her
I just noticed that it’s obviously for you
it’s a fact I couldn’t ever change
it’s a fact just like gravity pulls me to the center of the earth
it’s a fact I couldn’t ever escape
so, why should I lie to myself?
why should I address all of these for her
while you are my sole inspiration?

The revelation struck me
just as like the ghost of truth did
because it is the ghost I recognized
but it didn’t bring new wounds
just reopen old scars
but now
I’m ready
because I’ve been strengthened
by the words and thoughts
because love is and love doth

I realized now
that I could not flee from you
because love suffereth long
though I haven’t achieved the part where it envieth noth
but I’ve already achieved the part where it vaunteth not itself
though I haven’t achieved the part where it doth not behave unseemingly
but I’ve already achieved the part where it seeketh not my own
though I haven’t achieved the part where it thinketh not evil
but I’ve already achieved the part where it rejoiceth not in inquity, but in truth

though the truth hurts
but I’ll be happy with it
because I’ve realized now
that I could achieve the part where it beareth all things
believeth all things, hopeth all things
and endureth all things,
and the most important is
that it never faileth
though prophecies and tounges and knowledges
fail, cease, and vanish away
but love suffereth long
and it has no end

so
if I die
I prefer die by trying
though I don’t know how to try
because we’re different yet alike
and I couldn’t read minds
I just hoped I could see your near future
thus anticipated it

in your joy and sorrow
in your laugh and cry
I wish I could be there
I wish I could get a share
though I know it’s hard
but I believe
that love could endureth all things
that love would prevail
over the other two

Now
the revelation has moved
but it’s enough
because it strengthens me once again
though it pained me with the old wounds
but I’ve told you, isn’t it
that I’m a masochist for love
and I would not give up for love
until God Himself cometh and end all of this

until then
I wish you could be more open
because you’re thicker than the great wall of china
though I know that no matter how thick you are
you’re still made of rock,
which can be drilled
you’re still made of wood
which can be torn apart
because I know that you’re humane
very humane

and that’s why I couldn’t see you
as the same as I am
that’s a man of glass
because glass is inhumane
but rock and wood is humane
because men are made from soil
and soil grew tree after it’s made by rock
but who knows how what glass grew?
or what glass were before?

So
do not misjudge me, please
before you become mine
do not underestimate me, please
before you be open
do not give up the slightest feeling hidden in your deepest soul
where your latent spirit resides
before it resurrect
do not feel insecure around me, please
before you trust me
do not disgusted by me, I beg you
before you know what I really am

because
I’m still waiting here
I’m still sickly in love with you
I’m still desperate for any traces of you
your name, your fragrance, your voice, your gesture, your presence,
I’m still the same guy you know
though you don’t know how hideous I am
but I would rip my chest for you
because my heart thumps so hard around you
that it would break the ribs
and jumps towards you
just to be with you
forever

just remember
I’m here
has revealed
that I could not love anybody else
that my love is you
and yours alone
don’t forget that, please
if it burdens you
then just kill me
because that’s the only way
to end the sligthest misery that haunts you
to end my sufferings
to end this in a bittersweet way
to end my feeling for you

just you know
that love is strong as death
and it will grow anywhere like wild grass
all you have to do is to give me a chance
though I knew it’s hard for both of us
because I’m trying to catch the wind
but I know that though I couldn’t catch it
I could feel the breeze
and the breeze alone has comforted me
because it means that I’ve grab it
but it let loose of my hand very shortafter
and it’s stupid to say that it’s pointless

-A Sick Man Who Wanted to Catch the Wind-

Depapepe – Start

 

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